Taking the day off from school tomorrow to help out with the funeral preparations.


I keep getting flashbacks and panic attacks and hyperventilating and sleep isn’t helping and I’m so exhausted

we talked about death all day in my classes and one guy gleefully introduced himself as a funeral director

my last class let out exactly 24 hours, to the minute, when the monitor flatlined

and I watched it

dad almost missed the turn to the house, I have a 4 hour class tomorrow, relatives are coming in, and I just found out some close relatives are in the hospital, too and will have to miss the funeral. holy shit! stop!

I’ve got a million things to do and study and assignments

And meanwhile, I’m recovering from surgery, I’m trying so hard…this is too much….

Every time I started to fall asleep, I saw the heart monitor, and the hospital bed, and I didn’t really sleep…

It’s the first real day of the semester, and I’ve got classes until 10PM. My backpack is stuffed with as many tissue packets as I could find around the house

Also, I really want to apologize for the history of unsourced art and whatever entitlement I felt towards it in the past. With my current situation, I can’t say I’ll have the energy or the time to either delete everything or source them, but it absolutely will not occur again in the future, and I feel like a huge asshole for doing it.

September 2nd, happy birthday Sealand, etc.

Unfortunately right now I’m mourning, and it’s been a really rough few days (weeks!!! months!!!)…


I’ll have a chocolate melon cream pan for breakfast, but right now I need to go to sleep. A few hours ago, I watched…a heart monitor…flatline


It’s hard to sleep after that…I don’t know if I can sleep tonight.

Is someone targeting me or something? Leave me alone, I’ve got nothing interesting…

My email has been hacked. This is the second time. I don’t know how people keep getting my password for accounts rarely used, but I apologize for all mail that has been sent, please don’t open any mail from my address.

Happy birthday Sealand!!! If you don’t know Sealand’s history, check it out sometime, it’s really ridiculously cool!

mrwench:

aies-skah:

lincar16:

New Sailor Moon (2013)

SAILOR SATURN

-SCREAMS-

SATURN THOUGH 

CHIBI MOOOONNNN!!!!!!

fencer-x:

zekinta:

大好きなハルからメールが来たときの凛ちゃん【トレス】
Pixiv ID: 38227779Member: あかいろ

OH MY GOD THIS IS ADORABLE.
Haru’s text: /It’s been a while./Rin: HARU!! FUCK YEAH HARU CONTACTED ME! HARUUUUUUUUU…! HARU!! I—I mean it’s not like I’m super ecstatic about this or anything. I wasn’t WAITING for him to talk to me. I don’t give two shits about him! YOU HEAR ME, NITORI?? Aaah~ I can see Haruuuu~~~☆Rin’s text: /The fuck do you want./

fencer-x:

zekinta:

大好きなハルからメールが来たときの凛ちゃん【トレス】

Pixiv ID: 38227779
Member: あかいろ

OH MY GOD THIS IS ADORABLE.

Haru’s text: /It’s been a while./
Rin: HARU!! FUCK YEAH HARU CONTACTED ME! HARUUUUUUUUU…! HARU!! I—I mean it’s not like I’m super ecstatic about this or anything. I wasn’t WAITING for him to talk to me. I don’t give two shits about him! YOU HEAR ME, NITORI?? Aaah~ I can see Haruuuu~~~☆
Rin’s text: /The fuck do you want./

you know that special Sealand phone strap? I’ve been looking for it at cons for about 3 years. what the hell. why is there every other Hetalia thing other than that

to this day, the fact that the prince of sealand hired a james bond stunt pilot to pilot a helicopter to reclaim the country from pirates amazes me. amazing

sealand uses carrier seagulls to relay messages to england. most of them are along the lines of “you’re an asshole” and very whimsically angry doodles

don’t give him a waverunner he’s gonna flip it you know he is there he goes he’s going into the wave oh no oh no he flipped it what did i tell you

headcanon: sealand can pilot a helicopter but he can’t drive a car for shit